Hi Charlene and thanks for writing.
You are obviously someone who has tried so hard and done so many things to recover. This program will work for you, but it will take time. Dealing with all of these emotions is a big part of the program, but it's not the only part.
What are you doing in relation to the steps to decrease fear and worry; to begin to disregard the pain; to be strong and allow yourself to keep going despite it, knowing that the pain is caused by your brain and that it is not dangerous and that you will get better.
Let us know about this part as well.
We can help you get through this.