Welcome to a tremendous program! Parts of your story connect to me very closely...I hope you are open to the process and know you can heal yourself. Remember you did not ask for any of this to happen to you. You are strong and amazing. Sharing your story helps me in knowing I am not alone...Those of us able to comprehend and know what is going on can be healed and gives hope.
You can do this Rachel. I started the program two years ago. I ended up seeing an amazing pain psychologist who helped me learn about myself. It opens doors I was unable to do so by myself. The program works in many different ways.
You on are on the right path,